Am trying to find a book about a woman who is dying, she hires a hitman to kill herself then changes her mind?

I dunno, but Angelina Jolie once said she was thinking about doing that.
Am trying to find a book about a woman who is dying, she hires a hitman to kill herself then changes her mind?
I think you are thinking of Kill Me by Stephen White.





The protagonist is a man, but there is a woman in the story in a similar situation who helps him.